I've written and erased the first line of this post about 11 times already. What it basically comes down to is that I wish I were more confident and secure in every aspect of my life.
This year has really shaken my self-esteem. The clothes that I bought when I lost weight are tight and I feel uncomfortable in my own skin.
I worry about a lot of things. And I wish that I didn't. I wish my mind didn't wander and wonder.
I wish I never gained this weight back. I wish that even after gaining the weight back, that I still felt beautiful.
I wish that watching (and measuring) what I eat worked and that I would lose weight even while not being able to exercise.
I wish, I wish...