Thursday, June 25, 2009
I don't like who I've become over these last 6 (almost 7) months. I'm negative and sad and just not really interested in anything. This morning as I was driving mindlessly around the block for 2 hours (yeah, you read it right-2 hours to find a parking spot) I realized that I am not happy with even one part of my life right now and that makes me really, really sad. I have to change things-I don't know what that means, but this life is not the one I want and I need to find the one I do.
I started a private blog for myself to write things that I don't want anyone else to read-hopefully that will help get my thoughts in order so that I can come up with a plan. It may be drastic or it may just mean little changes along the way-I have no idea. Hopefully acknowledging this will be the beginning of something good.