Have you ever needed to make a decision that you knew you had to make but have been putting off because you really don’t want to make it? And knowing you have to make it now makes you feel sad, and sick and nervous, and you second guess actually making the decision?
That’s where I am today. I have to make a decision about something very important that I’ve been thinking about for a little while now, and now that it’s time to make it I’m questioning whether or not it’s the right time or if I should just stick it out and see what happens.
Even though in the long run I think I know it will be best for me to commit to this decision, I just do not know. And this is where I falter.
How do you decide if what you think is best really is? How do you know whether to follow your heart or you logic? Which is more important? When does being patient and strong really get its reward?
Does it ever? It never really has in my life. And now’s the time I need some reassurance that now is the time.